fate of the day. jer was in camp and i was supposed to meet him there but i wasnt feeling too well so i told jer i would go over his place earlier first to take a rest before meeting him since it was still kinda early. hehs. and so i went straight to his place, hoping to put the stuffs in his room to surprise him. i parked my car at B1 and went to take the private lift. just how fated it can be lah. the lift door was almost shut already lah. but the kind lady inside waited. hehs. moving up. it stopped at level 1. hehs. my heart skipped a beat. It's JER!!! i was holding on to the gifts on both my hands lah, i didnt know how to react. haha. and i guess thats the unplanned surprise. hehs.
fate i say. would the liftdoor have shut, i would have missed taking the same lift as Jer. hehs.

spent some lovin before leaving to esplanade.
i'm sorry baby for not feeling well and all on this big day.

hehs.

knowing i dont like the idea of fresh flowers, this is definitely the best substitute.
one i can keep for life.

the glass of reasons/ the light of bliss/ a substitute for a cake.
i clean forgotten bout our anni few days back, and baby was kinda upset bout it. which explain why i didnt bake a cake this time round. something that i did plan to do initially. i hope this lil gift atone for my negligence. although it might not be a real cake. but still, theres a candle for us to make a wish. =)
Now, make a wish blow the candle and you may read the little blue-ringed notes in between that states the several reasons of why i love you.
the colourful layers of candles at the bottom of the glass meant the life we shared that was filled with rainbow. the white pebbles states pure love, and our favourite colour. the glass signifies how strong we've been, holding on thru the good and bad. and lastly, the notes in blue states the stability of our relationship.

i love you.

the gift made by me.
glass of meanings.
molded i-heart-u choc, cant be eaten though (chao da lah)

haha, come to think of it, sometimes i wonder if you dread receiving surprises from me.
i remembered the first suprise was done in a jigsaw puzzle. hehs. that you needed to put the pieces tog to read what i wrote. and the second one on your bday, the cassette tape you needed to twirl forward with a pen to read the content written on the film strip. and this time round, you have to remove every single ring to read the reasons of my love. whats next? hehs.
but seeing your teary eyes and smiles after you kissed me appreciatively tells me you want more. hurhur.

the surprise from him. i was sitting by my comp this morning bout to have my breakfast. a deliveryman came along. Sarah attended to the guy. hehs. it didnt hit me that it was something for me. hehs. so i carried on with my stuffs getting ready to go out. hehs. then the bear caught my eye. i couldnt wait to read the card lah. hehs. called baby immediately to thank him.

apart from that morning surprise. darling made this simple yet touched-heart box of love. despite the busy schedule in camp lately, he presented me with this one of a kind box to me on 09-10-07 night.

the jelly balls in the water signifies the colourful and adaptive love we shared all kept safely within. and one thats filled with lovely sweet-nothing-something.
i love you.

in the making. . .

candle blown, reading every note, one by one.





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