my camera died on me two days ago - which means a new cammie on its way.

my car back light needs to be changed.

i needa new spray for my car -from little reddy to a new white pearlie.

i need to change rims.

i need to get a new phone soooon.

my wardrobe's getting boring each passing day.

baggiebags - still eyeing at my burberry and longchamp.

All these can be solved soooon!

nope, i'm not talking about the GST offset package that came in last night. hell it wont do me any help. i got a miserable $75 only! sheesh. so unfair.

well, the reason being I GOT A JOB!! permanent job. the scope that i've been eyeing. been looking around for jobs, but it just didnt suit my liking. not that i'm picky, just that no point wasting time doing what you dont like or rather, wont be of any help for my future. now with sales training provided, a solid basic pay, commission, car reimbursement scheme, free petrol unlimited, free unlimited phonebill subsidy for local calls, free lappy, thats more than i need now. and one other good thing's that the office is just a 10-15min drive away! and my coverage of sales is only the west and north (or is it south?) zone, which means i can schedule some time to meet you dear! =) woops. and and and the average age of the staffs there's quite young. cant really take it when i've to report to work everyday with old uncles and aunties as your collegues. i'll die of boredom. as in generally, you know. those long service award kind. they tend to be grumpy and bossy. lol. woops. anyway, the boss is from Keppel Club in his mid 30s and i've seen him around! what a small world.

gonna start work on 12 May.

as much as i'm excited about it, you know change of environment always leads to trivial matters like insecurities and all. if not handled well could end up snowballing into too big a problem. i dunno. i'm gonna start school next sem, part time. the people i meet gonna be all different, working class. baby's gonna start school too, all the best to him. like with the amount of commitments we have next half of the year, prolly next two years. i really dunno how, what when good/bad things will happen, where will we be heading, really. i'm trying to be very honest with myself. as much as baby's assuring me, i know things will not be the same. it may get better, but most of the times, not. and recent nightmares makes it even worse. i'm just really keeping my fingers crossed.

2010/2013.

i needa get serser to help me on how to cope really. lol.

all in all, nothing grave, just weighing the potential pros and cons, that some might not even stand true. what the hell am i thinking. lol.

i'm still young lah! =)